When
I wrote Anastasia ten years ago there was still a lingering doubt about
whether she had survived the botched execution in which the rest of her
family were murdered. What was more certain was that the man who
organised this bloody episode, Yakov Yurovsky, was a couple of cadres
short of the full committee. He must have been off sick when they did
Assassination 101 at Secret Police School.
On
his orders, the family were herded into a basement and shot with
revolvers through the doorway by him and his men, the gunpowder from
their revolvers burning their eyes and creating a fog in the tiny room.
They had to fire over each other’s shoulders and Yurovsky claimed he
came out deaf in one ear.
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| Yakov Mikhailovich Yurovsky |
These
circumstances left open the possibility that someone survived this
bloody chaos. There were rumours (later proven false) that for days
afterwards the Bolsheviks searched trains in the Urals looking for a
young woman fitting Anastasia’s description.
For
years the story of the missing princess captured the public
imagination. Anastasia soon had more impersonators than Elvis Presley.
The most notable, Anna Anderson, pursued her case in the European courts
for over thirty years. After her death it transpired that she was not
only NOT Anastasia, she wasn’t even Russian.
The remains of the Romanov family were finally discovered near Ekaterinburg in 1991. Intriguingly two skeletons were missing, those of a young woman and the boy, Alexei.
Even
then, it was impossible to imagine how Anastasia could have escaped,
even if she survived the gruesome debacle in the basement and was still
alive when they threw her on the cart with the rest of her family to be
buried in the forest. And Alexei; just impossible. He was a
haemophiliac. Any serious wound would have made death inevitable anyway.
But
it wasn’t the mystery of Anastasia’s fate that motivated me to write
about her. It was a story I read in the newspaper about a man in
Liverpool, England who had been found unconscious in the street a year
before and was still languishing in a public hospital. He had severe
amnesia. Authorities published his photograph hoping that someone might
know who he was and come forward and identify him.
I
subsequently discovered that severe head trauma, when suffered
simultaneously with severe emotional distress, can bring about a rare
and long lasting amnesia. (The most famous - and saddening - case is
that of ‘Benjamin Kyle’ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benjaman_Kyle)
I
imagined that if Anastasia had survived, the shock of seeing her family
murdered and afterwards being battered with a rifle butt would have
turned her into another Benjamin Kyle.
This made me reflect on the nature of identity.
If we don’t have our memories then who are we? We still live and breathe, yes, but we no longer retain that which makes us ‘who we are’.
If we don’t have any remembrance, what is left of us?
For
the story, I imagined a woman appearing in Shanghai in 1920 suffering
from traumatic
amnesia. People take her to be Anastasia - in order to
fulfill their own agenda. Over time she struggles to become the person
they want her to be - becoming someone else's idea seems better than
being no one at all.
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Is
this what some of us do anyway - spend our lives becoming what others
want of us? If so, how do we then discover who we really are - so we can
follow our own course?
The
question of memory has become more poignant to me over the last year.
My mother is rapidly losing hers - sometimes she struggles to remember
the man who was her husband for 52 years. She even takes a while to
recognize me or my brother now.
Who
we are if we are not the memories we have accumulated and the name
someone gave us is an interesting question. It intrigued me far more
than whether Anastasia survived or not. She didn’t, by the way: in 2008,
two more skeletons were discovered, 200 yards from the original grave
site, and were positively identified as the missing two Romanovs.
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3 comments:
Family legacies are always the most amazing stories. Better than any fiction in my opinion. I am always drawn instantly to these types of books. Knowing that a real person or persons have gone through often emotional and incredible circumstances makes huge in pact on how the story effects me. The Anastasia story has a fairytale like quality that has made it so interesting and I would love to read this one. Thanks!
Margaret
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Having seen my grandmother go through ten + years of Dementia, sliding from being a strong-willed woman who didn't want to "get stupid" (her words, not mine) to a woman who no didn't know any of her family, I can sympathize with you. Memory of self, of place, these things make us unique.
I love historical novels, especially when they are based on truth. For all their faults, the Romanov's loved each other and while they may have found comfort that they were allowed to staay together, it must have been hard to keep their spirits up, knowing that they would likely be killed.
Did Anastasia survive or was it Alexi as some historians have suggested? Either way, the trauma of seeing the rest of their family executed could have effected their memory. If it was one of the guards that helped the child, either out of sympathy or greed he would have told them that they must forget who they were because they would be killed if they were found. Having to keep your memories hidden, never being able to talk of those that you have lost would have been almost unbearable. It wouldn't matter how many years passed, your loss would always be there.
I cannont imagine what it could be like to have to leave your country, but what if you also did not know who you were? You are struggling to survive and then you start to remember things and people. Were these your memories? Were they the memories of someone you knew or someone you had been told about? These memories tell of a life of luxuary and privilage, but there is no one that can tell you if the memories are real. Are you the Grand Duchess Anastasia? If you are not, then who are you and how do you find out when every one else in your family is dead?
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